enjoy the silence?

i think this is the longest i've gone without posting at least something on this here blog. i'd like to tell you that i haven't posted because i've been galavanting around having the summer of my life and just haven't had time to blog about it but we all know that probably isn't true. in fact, it's not true. i've been having possibly the worst summer of my life. it's hotter than a whore in church down here in central texas and that heat is a bitch for someone with fibromyalgia. most of my days look something like this:

work 8-3

watch mlb network or espn (sometimes history channel) 4-10

toss and turn in bed 10-6

rinse and repeat

thrilling, isn't it? so i haven't blogged because a)i haven't been doing anything and b)i have very little energy to do anything other than work. i actually wonder how i make it through my shifts at work. the only reason i'm writing this now is because i'm home from work today. i missed yesterday as well. i'm having extreme back, neck, and head pain. i went to the doctor yesterday and he said that it's just a flare up probably caused by the heat. i might need a summer home somewhere much cooler than austin