it never ends!

uuugggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. my oncologist's office told me that i have to go see an orthopedic doctor because they have NO idea why i'm still in pain. seriously? another fucking doctor? i am so annoyed, i can't even tell you. i have to go see another specialist because of problems from a procedure that a specialist made me have? i hated brackenridge hospital as soon as i walked in there and now i'm convinced that they botched the procedure. i was calling that place a chop shop as soon i was wheeled out of there. little did i know how right i was. i'm so bummed about all of this :(